searchingtoseeNature’s sweet promise
It’s still so cold and bleak out.
As I walked my feet trod a dubious path of churned up mud and wasted bracken. I nodded at occasional dog walkers. Grim smiles. It was a cold day, and I kept my gloves on until I needed to take a shot. The wind whipped up around me on the open fields, and stung through the gaps in my loosely woven woolen hat. Inadequate, I now realised. I pulled it tighter under my chin and sought out bushes and hedgerows for shelter. I had my tripod, but decided to chance it, and when I squeezed the shutter I held my breath and stilled myself against the wind.
The lens picked out ghostly apparitions of dead seed heads dangling dejectedly. Their spidery limbs turned upwards, as if beseeching. They seemed to be whispering their final confession to winter’s close. When I visited them in Autumn they yet guarded a thousand jewel-like secrets; tight, alert and intent, but now they hung open carelessly, tired and resigned. Their secret treasures spent, abandoned.
After a while the wind stilled a little, and the sun showed up and played a little game of hide and seek, dancing capriciously behind the clouds.
Eventually I found what I was looking for amongst the amongst the razed, endlessly barren fields, the naked trees, the menacing thorns and the brittle, tangled weeds: Embryonic signs of almost-life
It was sweet, deliciously candy coloured, and perfectly poised. The tiniest burgeoning sprouts and shoots. Budding. Nudging into newness. Promising life, warmth and light.
I ran home like a child with a smile on my face. My cheeks rosy pink; my heart humming in time with the carefree twittering of the birds.
© images and content Emily Hughes and searchingtosee, 2013
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Might be worth experimenting with conversion to black and white on some of them?
I tried this with some of the first set, actually. They work well in b&w, but it wasn’t what I was looking for here. I wanted the subtlety of the muted shades to come through and unfortunately in b&w that is lost.
incredible photos, incredible
thanks, Nathan I’m glad you enjoyed them!
Gorgeous!! 🙂
thanks!
Great post – your words are so vivid and illustrated beautifully with sweet nuggets of optimism. Hooray!
Hooray indeed! Thanks Richard!
So lovely to find some budding. I love your writing, Emily, it is as tender and delicate as these photographs.
It was lovely. Thanks Karen, it’s sometimes hard to know whether to just let the pictures speak for themselves, so I’m glad it worked.
It may be bleak, but your shots are just wonderful!
thank you!
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